Thursday, July 23, 2009

a millimetre at a time

Have you ever woken up and felt smaller? I did this morning. It's something that no one else would ever be able to tell by looking, but my brain knows that things are different.

When I had the thought "I am smaller," I immediately begin to feel around. I squeeze this part and that. Compare my love handles to what I remember them to be. I checked on my arms in the shower - yep, the crease in my skin that came from too much fat under it is smoother. It is a really nice feeling!

I have resisted the urge to get on the scale. I "feel" like it will be lower and I want to find out how much. The problem comes when it isn't lower or not as low as i thought it would be. It plays tricks with my mind! It's best to leave it tucked away in the closet until another day.

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